Addie's not doing so hot. Her oxygen saturation is the lowest it has been in months. Her heart rate is super high and she's been much more purple lately. I'm at a loss. I'm tired, sad, and unable to fix her.
Please keep her in your prayers. It's tough and surreal. Could I really lose a child? She's getting such a personality and is alert all the time. She makes sweet noises and looks up at me and tries to suck her thumbs.
I'm just not ready. Oh, oh no. That's all I can say right now.
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